July 3rd Essay
By Jewel Hou
WE
We are trapped inside.
This is no metaphorical drill;
The gate has been locked
behind us.
In today’s offering of gifts and
curses, this one might just be the worst.
Our feet tensely pace on thin grass.
It was meant to be a fine day
for poetry and this sacred place,
so before I unravel this long receipt,
I must preface for us characters’ sake —
We treaded with tried respect,
No ill-intent, glory, material…
Some frights made cause to dramatize, and
the spirits may not have cared;
THEY
They heard us when their names chimed
from the classroom of the two atoned
and heard us when we planned a visit.
I guess they heard us when we cursed the rain,
and skidded through roads for $0.41/min
with nerves dancing on skin on our veins.
They heard the cheery man from Senegal
from whom we borrowed water,
We said we knew un peu Français, and laughed.
THE EARTH
The earth remembers too much —
The earth that we sent tremors through
our conversation.
On the bright cusp of rain, bird calls
echoed like machines
to pick up ghost sounds.
Not glancing back at sobbing clouds,
we passed each other; rowdiness dried
on our tongues when we approached.
Rust tinging cinders on black,
the three iron gates hung open
as if hesitating to speak.
The first few things we saw
in the cemetery were as follows:
a tall monument
and an unassuming shed.
We assumed to the shed
and it creaked back.
Then, a line of turkeys
appeared as spawn of the earth;
motherhood and life among sorrowful
earth.
THE GATES
The gates were locked when we got back.
Three locks, secured on
three gates.
WE
We are trapped inside —
a deep drumming stuffs our ears
and sickly spit wells onto our hands —
We are trapped inside,
fearing the vengeful dead. We
should have kept quiet, so now
We are trapped inside;
three of us, and three
locks and three problems —
We are trapped inside. ’Til we spot,
Through the pale dusk, a stone wall.
We can scale…

Dave Bush, Untitled, 2016, Transparency, 20" x 25".
Jewel Hou is a young writer born in Hong Kong and raised in California. She is also a visual artist, game developer, and she runs an indie publication. She has received a Scholastic Regional Silver in Flash Fiction. As an interdisciplinary artist, many of her works comment on the place of the artist in a consumerist society. Her pieces are often experimental and playful.
Dave Bush received his MFA from the Yale School of Art. He went on to teach photography at Bard College for over a decade. Currently on hiatus from teaching, Dave lives and works on a farm in rural Pennsylvania.